Mood: weird
Music: My Chemical Romance - Cemetery Drive
Life sucks you into a void you go round and round on the never ending cycle of sleep/eat/work/eat/shower/exercise/walkdog/drink/eat/talk/work/rest/play/work/work/work/work/work I got caught in the work cycle and Ive not had any time to scratch let alone update my journal!
So heres the last 2 months in a few paragraphs
Feb Turned 30 had a 30th bday bash had a bloody ball!!
March Worked worked more got fucked in the arse at work (What a change!) drank substantial amounts
April My uncle is very ill ( rushed to hospital) family called home, as he wasnt expected to see Easter Easter now been and gone ( ate too much chocolate and drank FAR too much alcohol!) Uncle has turned corner and is getting better ( thankfully!!) Still in hospital though
Currently added more to the never ending cycle by studying a course through OTEN Medical terminology and discovering I suck arse at it (Ill add it to the ever increasing list of things that I suck at!)
I have hit 30 and Im having one of those what the fuck do I have to show for it moments no house a half paid for car ( bloody nice car though!) no relationship All friends are married with kids, with mortgages (sp?) and steady jobs, and Im thinking what the fuck is my purpose in life really?????????
Now here I am updating a well over due journal entry will I be more frequent in my posting / bitching Ill do my best!
Cheers for sticking in there with me you all know who you are!
