Mood: weird
Music: My Chemical Romance - Cemetery Drive

Life sucks you into a void – you go round and round on the never ending cycle of sleep/eat/work/eat/shower/exercise/walkdog/drink/eat/talk/work/rest/play/work/work/work/work/work – I got caught in the work cycle and I’ve not had any time to scratch let alone update my journal!

So here’s the last 2 months in a few paragraphs

Feb – Turned 30 – had a 30th b’day bash – had a bloody ball!!

March – Worked – worked more – got fucked in the arse at work (What a change!) drank substantial amounts

April – My uncle is very ill ( rushed to hospital) – family called home, as he wasn’t expected to see Easter – Easter now been and gone ( ate too much chocolate and drank FAR too much alcohol!) Uncle has turned corner and is getting better ( thankfully!!) – Still in hospital though –

Currently added more to the never ending cycle by studying a course through OTEN – Medical terminology – and discovering I suck arse at it (I’ll add it to the ever increasing list of things that I suck at!)

I have hit 30 and I’m having one of those – what the fuck do I have to show for it moments – no house – a half paid for car ( bloody nice car though!) no relationship – All friends are married with kids, with mortgages (sp?) and steady jobs, and I’m thinking what the fuck is my purpose in life really?????????

Now here I am – updating a well over due journal entry – will I be more frequent in my posting / bitching – I’ll do my best!

Cheers for sticking in there with me – you all know who you are!